You know I thought I would have a full-time job by now. I really thought that I was someone employers would want to hire for their companies, and that I would be employed with benefits and what not at this point in time. It stinks that I am still a part-time worker. I like my part-time job, I really do, but it does nothing to help me with the wedding. I get just above minimum wage. I barely have enough to pay my bills each month, never mind start saving up for a house and/or wedding expenses.
It drives me nuts that I am not contributing financially to this wedding. True I am planning absolutely everything. But I feel like I could be doing more. A full-time job would help me to do more. I have applied to any and every job that sounds like something I could do and nothing. I had those interviews at UNUM and then they left me a voicemail saying that the managers had decided to move forward with other candidates (awesome voicemail). It just stinks because I have put a lot of time and effort into contacting places, emailing or mailing my resumes. I have contacted people for letters of recommendation and no one has come through. Many jobs need me to send in 3 letters of recommendation with my resume and information, and I cannot apply for those jobs until I have copies of recommendation letters. I have emailed my past employers multiple times for letters, and no luck so far. I don't want to be pestering them for it, but I need it. I really cannot get employed until I have recommendations..... ARG!
So for now I continue my job search and sending out my resumes to every job that looks appealing. I know that I will get one. I just wish I knew when.
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